BRAY

2/23/10

I either believe I cannot compete Why am I afraid
what I have to say nor electrify my bulges repulse
you'll benefit from or manufacture my tribe for my fat
reading or should I the cell phone I scream affects my bosses
stop writing, agree? modern angst into. who care only I
buy product, product I either believe I cannot compete
I think will not sell why I have to write or electrify
afraid of the price you'd benefit from or manufacture
or the lack thereof hearing or I should bong hits of catnip
though not ambition stop screaming, agree? to ease modern angst
tug-of-war my dog and indignation You either believe
thinks he wins when I that I'm afraid of what I just told you
quit, bored, I cannot to be told I'm as or all benefit
compete with stories niche, natch, gnash, gnarl, nut what I taught you goes
whose electricity going to be read goes screaming, agree?
Serendipity I cannot compete tomorrow much less
is this purple pen or electrify twenty-one-ten. I'm
dying, reminding or manufacture smarter than your opps
me who gives no fuck the cell phone I scream say, and it won me
it's a hot summer modern angst into. a mean dependence
on electricity day and everyone's tug-of-war my dog
I can't overrate naked and likely thinks he wins and he
or receive and use to be baked, oiled does, I quit. I don't
if I could produce if one is lucky compete when I can't
electricity and most of us aren't electricity.

2/16/10

I am composing for no tablet I'm not composing in tablet now
now I'm counting nine now, I'm counting though I still count to nine though I count
nine now I'm not writing in tablet. to nine no longer nine in tablet.

I'm not examining enough this I'd drive to sit outside and write and
dying batteries blinking weak green write when I knew not one would ever
warning light. I used to sit outside read me and tablet was sacrosanct.

and write and drive, when I knew no one I'm not examining enough these
would read, I imagine the tablet warning lights, the fading green flashes
not holier and not sacred, though signaling a dying battery.

I imagine I lied more then, faith I can prove now statistically how -
the most beautiful sound in English, documented - I'm not read. Blaming
which I no longer have in tablet tablet is sanctimonious faith

now I know I can statistically though I know I've lied more sloppily
document just how much I'm not read. with uglier sounds and faithless glee
I've abandoned tablet. Buying new in maudlin tablet reseeding. Buying

pens is sentimentality spit new pens spits at old pens, and a new
cynically. Love me. My tablets meant tablet replacing an unfinished
nothing your affirmation won't hum. tablet deserves no readers at all.